| I don't want this moment to ever end |
[Nov. 25th, 2009|10:42 am] |
Sakae sushi with Raph, Davin, Michelle, Rachel and Cy for dinner last night. We were talking and laughing about the stupidest things especially when filling in the feedback form ;) swear the waiters there secretly hated us!!
Need to repair phone soon. The buttons look damn retarded now I can't even text properly.
Last night I received a card from my catechists Cecilia and Jess, it's so sweet!! They sent it directly to our homes, the card actually had a stamp on it. I was really touched, it just made reminisce the times in church. I miss my class and my friends, now I wish confirmation never came :(
I am having a pimple outbreak. I need pimple cream.
I need to sleep. I feel sleep- deprived.
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[Nov. 24th, 2009|11:28 am] |
I packed my table and cleaned my room today, I am so satisfied (:
Holidays have been mundane and boring. Girls let's go out soon :(
Watched Raging Phoenix with Raph on Sunday, slept through half of the movie! It was in thai and there were so many violent scenes I was like covering my face the whole time.. then fell asleep in the end. Why aren't there any nice movies nowadays. New Moon should come out soon, Sarah already got to watch it in Aussie... :(
I have concluded that Robert Pattinson is neither good looking nor hot at all. Kristen Stewart isn't that pretty also especially after her haircut. I don't want to watch the show for the actors, I like the storyline!
Need to go Changi Village soon to get my stuff. But Charles is always so busy working Idk if he has time to go with me :(
I don't want to trouble you. Because I know you've alot that you worry about. But like I said some feelings can't be helped, it just comes and it bothers me sometimes.
Last but not least,
Happy birthday Raphael Teo, this is probably the tenth time that I'm wishing you!!
I hope you have a wonderful 18th, I love you to death and I swear it's true. Thanks for being there for me always and I'll be there too. (:
You be the anchor that keeps my feet on the ground
I'll be the wings that keep your heart in the clouds
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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|04:52 pm] |
Have you ever felt like, all of the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way, the people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go the way you wanted, suddenly you feel grateful to them because they're the things and the people that have got you to your present situation?
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. But nothing ever seems to work out.
Sometimes I wish I never knew you so that everything would just remain how they used to be. But without you... I can't even imagine.
I'm still really confused. It's been two weeks already, but up till now I can't even figure myself out.
I haven't lost my faith, I still believe that I'll pull through this. But I wish it would end sooner.
Happy 11 months, I love you.
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[Nov. 18th, 2009|10:47 am] |
If I could ask God just one question,
Why aren't you here with me? |
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| Confirmation! |
[Nov. 16th, 2009|08:07 pm] |
15th November 2009
SALTies who made ministry life this year so awesome.
All my wonderful friends who made the journey to confirmation so worthwhile, I love you guys to bits and pieces :)
Yesterday was just so awesome, I cannot put it in words. Thank you everyone for coming out for the mass, I really do appreciate it. You all made my day, and I love each and every one of you. Confirmation's going to be etched in my memories forever. |
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| Harder than you know. |
[Nov. 13th, 2009|11:54 pm] |
I'm really confused with everything that's going on, I wish I could just think about everything carefully.
I'm guilt-stricken, I really am. I don't know how to make it go away, although I want it to, badly.
This isn't the way things are supposed to go, I preferred how we were before.
Got my confirmation dress and shoes today, makes me even more excited for Sunday.
But honestly, I wish you could be there with us, together with us for the celebration.
I'm going crazy with every single thing that has happened this week.
I wish everything would just stop.
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|12:12 am] |
There’ll be days, we’ll be on different sides but that doesn’t last too long.
We find ways to get it on track and know how to turn back on.
Sometimes I feel I can’t keep it together, then you hold me close and you make it better.
When I’m with you I can feel so unbreakable.
I love my friends who cheer me up like as if it's the easiest thing to do on earth. They just make me laugh and smile so genuinely that sometimes I honestly feel that they're a true blessing from God.
Thanks for being there for me, helping me out when I was at my worst. Thanks for everything and I'm glad I have you. I know I can be unbearable but you never left, not a single time especially when unhappy things happened.
Angelica and I were talking about confirmation today, we suddenly got damn excited haha!! :)
Today was a lousy day but going shopping with B tomorrow!!!!!!!!
The weekend will be good, definitely (:
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|06:24 pm] |
Watched many movies today because there was really nothing to do, like Hannah Montana the movie and Just my luck.
Finally met Raph today!!! Guess A levels are really killing everyone? He came over to help dye my hair, then he had to go home to study :( oh well, better than nothing right?
Deirdre, let's go manicure soon!
I've been feeling damn lethargic lately, haven't been getting enough sleep. It's not a good thing that I'm an early riser and I can't sleep anymore when I wake up by 8 or 9am.. so ironic when I wake up at 7 everyday to go for lit and I tell myself that I want more sleep.
I'm happy when I see couples happy, Phyllis and Keith are really damn cute!!! (:
Heading to Randall's for dinner now!
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:27 pm] |
It's great getting to talk to old friends and catch up, makes me feel really warm :)
Makes me realise that they're always there for me and no one can ever tear this friendship apart.
Spent the whole afternoon at Deirdre's house today! Randall must be damn jealous haha.
Can't wait for Friday!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Dress it up with the trappings of love. |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|08:43 pm] |
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why is your
status 'busy'
makes you so........... untalkable |
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| (3:18 PM) Chels: | Hahaha
I dont like all those msn sounds |
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| (3:19 PM) Randall: | put it as
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hahaha |
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| (3:19 PM) Chels: | Kkkk |
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| (3:19 PM) Randall: | QUICK
NOW |
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| (3:19 PM) Chels: | HAHA OKAY OKAY |
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| (3:19 PM) Randall: | what msn sounds
you can mute your comp
wooo
chels (available) |
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| (3:19 PM) | Chels has changed his/her status to Online |
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| (3:20 PM) Chels: | I want to hear my music la! |
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| (3:20 PM) Chels: | HAHAHAHA
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RANDALL YOU DAMN LOSER.
Apple came over just now and she infected my bed with her phewy stinky germs :) was gossiping as usual and watching bloopers of the video all over again...
Finally got to talk to you today :) all the best for the next few papers! ILYRRTTZ <3
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|01:59 pm] |
Confirmation is coming up soon, going to buy my dress and shoes on Friday, then dying hair and manicure on saturday!!! So excited.
RANDALL DON'T CRY OKAY???? Cheer up, love you!
A Levels have begun. All the best, you can survive through this :)
I'll be your crying shoulder
And I'll be love's suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|09:42 pm] |
I've been feeling paranoid lately, I don't know why. Maybe it's because of the things I've discovered recently that really haunts me.
Anna's confirmation dinner yesterday was really fun, 2/3 of the class was there. Had good dinner and fun, great catching up since the holidays. Will upload photos when Apple has uploaded!
All the best Baby! You'll definitely make it through, know that I'm always here for you, I love you!!!!!!!
Good luck to all taking A's tomorrow! :D
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|08:28 pm] |
Thanks for the sweetest post yesterday love, although you hacked into my account. I'm so touched and it's really sweet!!!
Today was well spent with B, watched Coraline and we had a good meal together. Omg sometimes he really pisses me off so bad I just want to punch him right in the face... but baby, no one gets me like you do.
A levels begin on Monday, wishing you all the best baby, I'm sure you'll pull through :) I love you.
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| All out of Love :) |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|01:39 am] |
 
  
  
 
 
 
Hello all, FYI I am not Chelsea Magdalene Spykerman because she'll be too lazy to upload so many photos, which took a couple of hours -_-
Baby, for all the times I've been a jerk, bastard, asshole or just irritated you, I apologize and seek your forgiveness.
I want you to know that I truly do love you, from the bottom of my Heart.
People say they're in love, I say that's bullshit caus they don't know love like we do. They proclaim about how much they "love" each other, but I tell you this, they'll never understand the utmost pure and faithful love we have together :)
Thank you for being my hope, my faith, my source of light, my camerawoman for Strongman, my cute, sweet, caring, lovely little baby :)
HometeamNS Strongman Challenge 2010 is dedicated to you :) I love you forever.
With Love,
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| Dreams can't take the place of loving you |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|08:30 pm] |
There's so much that I ought to be doing now. Like folding my clothes and arranging them nicely in my cabinet, cleaning up my messy room or maybe something more serious like studying yet I'm not doing any of that.
My parents finally saw my report book today and they were disappointed. I honestly tried my best and mugged really hard for this exam, harder than for any other. But as B said, I should not have done last minute studying.
Sometimes I wished I didn't think too much about little things, because it just upsets me for no good reason.
I have promised myself to attend the remedials next week... if I want to buck up. I'm going to prove you wrong.
Today was good getting to finish what I wanted to do, and of course, meeting B. I have never been so honest with anyone in my whole entire life, and it's been awhile since I mentioned that certain sensitive topic in my life. I have no idea what I'm feeling now but whatever it is, thanks B, for just listening. Thank you for just understanding where I'm coming from. Thank you for not judging me. Thank you for everything just now, that dinner,the company, for everything. I love you.
Having bad headache now. Lit remedial for tomorrow is cancelled... I am pretty much relieved. Too tired to do anything else now. |
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